Tolerance, not hypocrites.

I have a new obsession with The Band Perry--especially 'Postcard from Paris'. So so so good. Also, the Wrecker's "Leave the Pieces" <3<3

As time is pushing forward, I'm getting more and more excited. A year! A year in Italy, by myself! How could I not be excited? I am going to miss Knoxville, southern boys and Kelly Myers a whole lot, but I'll be back, and K-town will still be here waiting on me.

I've finally started back a work-out routine. I am so much happier, except for it has made the insomnia worse.

And finally, why are girls such bitches? Seriously? I tried to reach out to an old friend, my old best friend, and she literally posted a bitchy statement on her wall about me and so did her little 'christian' friends. That's real christian, let me tell you. Sorry, honey, but christians are tolerant, accepting, loving, and incredible people. What you are is a hypocrite. Christians don't try to change their FRIENDS' view points or religious stances, because christians accept everyone for who they are. Sorry, honey, you're a hypocrite. Yeah, I may not be religious, but I have NEVER tried to push my beliefs on someone else, and I never will. I have no problem with true christians, because they can be and are some of the nicest people anyone will every cross paths with. But to tell me I am wrong, I don't know what I am talking about, and I don't know life without Jesus Christ is wrong. My best friend is a true christian, and I positively love her. She is the nicest person I know, and she would never try to infringe on someone else's beliefs. Tell me I've never been to church? Excuse me, my church is literally owned by my grandma. Her grandfather built the thing and spoke the word until he passed. Don't tell me I don't know church. I was raised to believe what I want. I was raised in a christian preschool, and I was raised with church present in my life. I believe what I feel, and what I feel is morally correct for me. I would never consider myself a christian, because I don't believe! Wouldn't that be morally wrong to preach and pretend to believe in God? Wouldn't that be against your religion? Yeah, it is. Don't tell me I'm wrong you hypocrite, because I'd never tell you you're wrong. Thank goodness I have friends who tell me that I did the right thing, to not regret reaching out, because I'd regret not saying anything even more. That at least I know I made the right decision. Why don't you try being a true, tolerant christian and not such a 'I'm stuck-up-my-own-ass, I go to church (therefore I'm better)' bitch. Fake is what that is. Fake. Because, we all sin and you are NO BETTER THAN ME IN GOD'S EYES. Equality, sweetie, not hypocritical.

I am thankful for my amazing parents, they have taught me right from wrong and incredible morals. They have taught me to be myself and to make my own decisions. But, most of all and mot importantly, they have taught me to accept others for what they are. I am thankful for them.

I am thankful for my friends. I am thankful for my accepting, understanding friends. I am thankful for my friends who love me even if everyone else hates me.

Everyone can be hypocritical, and that is fine, just admit it. Don't try to hide behind your bible. If God is who you say he is, he sees you all the time, whether your shielding your face with your bible or not. If God is who you say he is, he is not a moron and he knows exactly what you are doing, saying and thinking. Maybe you should reconsider your 'Christian' status.

I am so thankful for the life I have, my parents, my friends and most of all, I am thankful for how I have been raised. <3